I am, but not in regards to the mind. Physical things I can do and if I was a surgeon back home. For what you're going through, I can offer advice and I can help you in some ways.
[She shakes her head.]
I'm no angel, but thank you. [She squeezes his hand.]
[he draws back, eyes moist and gross eww emotions. he's terrified that this must mean, deep down, he really does enjoy hurting people and wanted them to drown.]
[She feels awful for him and there's not much else she can do right now in regards to his dreams other than offer comfort and reassurance. But she wouldn't think that was the case if she knew that's what he thought. She reaches over and runs her thumbs under his eyes, catching any of those traitorous tears that even dare to fall and leans in to kiss his forehead.]
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[She smiles and reaches into her bag to give him the tin. Then hums.]
Can I have a glass of water?
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he takes it and puts it on the counter, running the tap for a moment.]
Did I wake you or were you doin' doctor stuff?
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[She shakes her head to his question.]
I woke up, but I'm used to phone calls at all hours so it's fine. I'm glad you called, or felt like you could.
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[he fills the cup up, bringing it over to her.]
I trust you. A lot.
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I don't know why you wouldn't honestly, and I trust you too.
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[shrug.]
You shouldn't, but thanks. That means a lot.
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Why shouldn't I? You haven't given me a reason not too.
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You know what I did.
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Yes. And I know that it eats at you. You're not standing proud, boasting about what you did.
You called me in a panic.
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It's just... never been that bad before.
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[She takes his hand again in both of hers.]
I'll always answer and I'll always help to the best of my ability. Even if that is just lending an ear and being there for support.
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[then again, he never wanted to burden her with all this.]
Thanks, Ange. You're a real angel, ya know?
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[She shakes her head.]
I'm no angel, but thank you. [She squeezes his hand.]
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[he sighs and just. leans forward until his forehead is on her shoulder.]
Yes, you are. Ain't many people would do this, ya know.
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[She wraps an arm around him and rests her head against his.]
I care about you, of course I'm going to come over.
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Do you still think about what happened in that dream land?
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Sometimes. But not as much as I did before.
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[dragging shelly down with him, which is accurate.]
Then convinced myself it was real.
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It wasn't real, I promise you.
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[he draws back, eyes moist and gross eww emotions. he's terrified that this must mean, deep down, he really does enjoy hurting people and wanted them to drown.]
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